Its been such a long time I haven’t blogged about my ordinary life besides events, food, travel, movies, technology and what else? lots more… my blog has now became like a stranger to me I’ve used to blast out all my feelings, my life in this blog but soon I’ve stopped (well I do have Mistiquez blog – snippets of my life but just short summary of words). Not sure if any of you ever read my own crapping of my life. Anyways, lately I’ve found a stranger being over stressed and overused of my own energy I’ve broken down. Just a short two weeks but that made me found a little more carefree version of myself where I used to be after all the balancing and inspiring going on for a good 3 years or so many see me as really gung ho or “supergirl” the aim in my life is still would like to inspire other’s, change or improve many people lives and balancing my own from the things I do be it Rotaract, Studies, Campus for Student Council and youth ambassador, youths, my God, Family and Friends, blogging, events… all of these are part of what I do in my life but lately I got tired of it physically, mentally, emotionally and even spiritually. Being traveling all the time almost every weekend for camps, trainings, facilitating leadership camps, meetings and so on got me so drained up that even with my constant support of life source energy and countless Starbucks or Nescafe, Redbull couldn’t charge up my life battery to go on. During week 18, Things starts to get real messed up on it’s on and I got a sudden shut down for a couple of days I didn’t bother no doubt warnings signs came I just ignored it and soon it came to a point I got completely “Blank” and shut down.
Walking back into life the Stranger came, though some may say am childish but in us there’s always a childish character that’s wanting to come out and play. Don’t worry I’m fine now =) recovering and feeling much better already as things still move on even if I’m not moving, time doesn’t stop for you so I still gotta continue on before everything starts collapsing onto me.
A Big Thank You to a few dear friends who realised I was in trouble as even myself didn’t realised it until it came crashing over. A few friend who took some time off and listened, gave me a nice sweet and meaningful lecture, motivated me, pushed me alittle and loved me. I’ve also received encouraging tweets from some of you who got inspired by my blog and my life am really touched not just because I inspired you in your life but by you getting inspired by me… you took that energy and inspired others including inspiring myself in return. I hope to see you guys going out reaching out, thats actually one of the energy that drives me to continue on what I do.
However, being a supergirl or a very strong kitty (some of you would know am into cats and well it’s a long story as I’m always being related to cats since am a kid – which is why I “meow”) in short, am gonna take a break from now on besides continue to balance out my life, I’m sharing out some of my tasks and projects on hand to other people as things still goes on.
I’ll like to share that, am not super or whatever I’m just as ordinary as you guys but with an aim of what I want and not only chase after my dreams and aims in life but also to enjoy those dreams and the process of chasing after it.